Sickness

Feeling lonely
See the madness in my eyes
Making yourself to wake up
into a day that won't be any different
from yesterday
its a deja vu over again
Madness is filling up
my heart over once more
Blood is running on this night too.

Today I woke up
I felt the energy flowing
Nothing is wrong
Even thought my nights are sleepless
I don't feel it this morning.

The next week
is the same emptyness all over again
the days are slow and pointless
my life keeps turning upside down

I know the reason now
looking down to the paper
at the doctors office
was like looking at my life
it was full of words
but it seemed empty
and the only words
I saw were

bipolar disorder >